She went to Hospital

My dear admitted to hospital yesterday for a day. I was so worried bout her.

The first thing I got the call is telling me she don't feel good, the next thing she call and say she vomited. I immediately ran to the harbourfront interchange and found her sitting on a bench while her aunt rubbing her back. She was profusely vomiting and I was calm at that moment to handle the situation. Her aunt call a cab and took us to SGH.

While on the way I kept rubbing her hands to make her blood circulate. Her face was so pale and her hands are cold, sweaty and white! I very heart ache sia. She kept saying her body is getting numb and I just help her rub when she vomited again.

She was so weak that she cant even crawl.

Upon reaching SGH, I got off and unfold a wheelchair for her to sit and carry her to the registry desk. There we waited for the doctor. Her heart is racing fast and she her body is totally numb and white. I was getting impatient with the doctor as she kept calling and say "I cannot breathe".

The moment we meet the doctor, my dear just break down and cry. Kept telling her by her side that she is in care now and the doctor is here. Her aunt was also so scare. This situation was quite rare for her. I help her up and carry her to the stretcher bed and off she goes to the ICU.

All the while I was thinking bout her and chatting with her aunt at the same time. Soon her dad came and then they both start talking in melayu..... =/ and the vending machine sucks, a real time money eater...

Anyway I was able to communicate with her dad which I actually find him hard to talk with. I dunno maybe is my fear ba. After that we are able to see her. I almost tear when I saw her pale face. I was really lucky I was on off day when all this happen. Get to be by her side and accompany her until visiting hours is over. She stay there for a day for observation.

After all that her aunt's boyfriend fetch me back home and I just cant help but pray dear get well soon. I miss you lots..

Case study: My work

Since is my night duty today, I bring my grandma to the doctor for a checkup and shop for some groceries for tmr. After this I did some research of my own.

I have been fantasising and been admiring most artistes and designer's work till I realise, "When am i gonna start back?"

Ever since i am in NS I have stop sketching and design since but at periods of free time, I get to take out my book and start design.

I have been researching profiles of designers and artistes works and most of them have a similar style. But what makes them well known is that they have their own ways of art and style which catch other's attention.

I really admire their work, and a range of different types of designer you can be in life. So whats my plans ahead?

My baby gal never saw me for 3 days due to work. Silly gal I also miss you too. =) Tmr let go for movies and dinner k?

THE RESULT IS OUT!!!!

YUP ITS OUT AND SINGAPORE GOT THE LIGHTHOUSE!!!! I CAN HAVE MY POSTING BACK!!!! ALL RIGHT!!!!

Sweet news for me, after lots of restless nights, the results finally out and we got the lighthouse, they get the rocks. =D

Hope my posting activate asap, cant wait to go back to the old office. Well I guess all those shore range and training wont go to waste yet. Think the stuff there is also ours, what I meant is the aircon. =)

About the routine order, we got no idea of anything.. or maybe is just me. But still after hearing the news, I felt relieved.. dont ask me why cause I dont know either.

My dear going to malaysia tmr. I gonna miss her.. but is only for one day but I cant get to see her cause she is going back late while I need to report back camp at 8am the day after.

Love you lots my love, take care yourself, miss you.

Baby still sick....

Today standby so i at home sleeping late. Well not really sleep to the extend until so late... ah whatever.

My gal is at work and we both suggested for movies so why not? after all is $6.50 per ticket. haha. The up coming movies are rather more interesting to watch.

The results is drawing near, so my job is getting more "up to standard". In any case I just hope that we won the lighthouse and just give the rocks to Malaysia. Seems like my squadron is like 180% sure they are going to win back the light house since they bring so much stuff over there.... -.- naive~

Anyway since the going gets tough, I have to try to be more vigilant but that is quite impossible.

My dear is still sick and after the movies, we went back home straight and there is where I stay overnight looking after her. She is fragile =)

Dear hope you get well soon. I will be there if you need me, will always be by your side. =)

Work shift

Ever since the hearing started, rush and early schedules start to appear and and some still planning. Talk about experinces, guess my navy life ain't that sucky though.

Four of my buddies are now currently experincing the ultimate pleasure in transfering to a barge at a classified timing. Good luck dudes.. I feel your pain.. =)

Today I will be doing night shift. 8pm - 8am and I dont think sleeping more is gonna kept me awake due to the enviroment there. I can actually hibernate there.

I start to learn more stuff day by day. The vetting is coming to an end soon, now is whether we win or not. I hope we won cause i want back my vocation and my routine there even though I need to go for execerises weekly.

Dear you cant sleep? haha maybe you need me to hug you to sleep ba. kisses =)

Right now at 9.42am I gonna get ready and later go see my honey. Laterz

How many range more to go...

4am in the morning wake up, dress up and wait up at eunos station to meet my friend.

Today is another one of this shore range again and this time is a pistol, i guess only the army guys know what type is it. Well at least its simple to handle and that's good enough for me.


The overall firing was fun. First hand to stimulator then to the real thing. I get a high score but in the end lost still lost the bet. Anyway, the winner have to treat lunch so no difference. LOL

We did 4 positions which include hipster position. After that we take a look at the score sheet and total up the results.

I realise in my whole of army life as a navy guard I am able to get hold and fire 7 kinds of weapons. And alot of experience and happenings in my working schedule and work place. HAHA

Either way its been fun actually during this period but is also very busy, uptight and messy at the same time. I may get activate anytime.

Alot of problems still bother me and i need to plan out my future at the same time. Tough time~

think thats all for today. Nite

It been a wonder time with my dear at meltz the world cafe. Its a new thing for me and the place is fantastic. The mood is perfect for our anniversary.

The food is nice but for me the dessert section is better.=)

Lastly i get to surprise her and i get to see that shock expression makes me feel satisfied.

Hahaha HAPPY ANNIVERSARY DEAR!

Love you lots. Hope you get well soon.

There she is smiling =)

ah~ the desserts

my favourite dessert

the inside scene

trying to be holy

she is in for a surprise. she got no idea =)

very much thanks to the staff of meltz with the surprise.

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!!

Meltz the world cafe

The bar

Last but not least, US =D

Video of the day

This guy is good. I cant help but laugh. XD







OMG HARUHI!

Video of the day

Nenodroid Hatsune Miku is one of my collection I have, which sold out damn fast and my dear got it for me =) and i found this song she sang in this animation. 100% Cute.

Song Title: Kurutto, Odotte, Hatsune Miku

Firing the weapons.

You already know waking up early in the morning around 6 am sucks, I have to wake up at 4am to go for range and the best of all is on weekends.

So where the heck i get a transport TO TUAS? My father ain't fetching me cause of work so our sir have help us out since he live at hougang area, close to my side and another guy.

It turn out we were early when we reach hougang station and our sir seem to be earlier then expected. Once reach camp, we draw arms.. (i wanna sleep)

After all the miserable tasks, we proceed to pasir lebar camp for grenade launcher firing. It turns out that it is actually so damn far inside the back of the camp till you reach a place expose to the hot sun making the place look like a desert. A demo is shown to us how to firing and follow by a safety brief. Each person have to fire 4 shells. The firing was fun and the sound of the grenade shot is kinda cute.

After all the shots, there is spare so we fire again before heading back to camp. The recoil hurts..

The lorry broke down on our way back so we are stuck in a middle of nowhere. Help came later

Day 2 of firing is another heavy weapon. A machine gun.

This day is fast EXCEPT WAITNG FOR A SMALL BOX OF AMMO WHICH TOOK MORE THAN AN HOUR! Cant blame it cause there is two people ahead of us drawing ammo too.

Super fun, you miss = still hit. I got a good score except for kneeling position. Moving targets are fun =)

After all the excitement, we go back to clean the rifles and then head back camp for more tasks.

it is now.

Rather then talking back the past of why I stop blogging is a waste of my time so I just start from now whats going on my life:

The sun is hot, thats one.

Hectic schedule, classified blah blah blah,

Dead tired due to work and the sun,

My sirs are abit off the hook,

Wake up early for nothing,

The sun is still hot and is hotter,

Cant see my girl cause of overtime duties =( ,

I have been eating, sweating and sleeping,

Got myself in dirt,

Finally cloud but not rain,

Alot of errands,

After rain become even hotter,

I finally update my blog,

Doing my artwork as usual,

And thats bout it,

Last but not least,

Nite..

Finally I M BACK!

Its been so long since i came back to blogging. That's was like so many months!

Yup, I am back but soon going back to my working schedule again. This time round the security was damn tight around the island and time is not by my side. Hopefully this event past faster and let my ORD come nearer so i can study again.

For the past months alot of things happen and most of it turn out bad. Basically I got know either why it turn out to be this way. Its now going to be May soon and I trying to keep up with my studies at the same time there.

There's been alot of drama, sad, angry, happy, you name you got it. :) And still life just revolves around just the same. I spending my NS life as it goes and my dear is now working in a high end company she finally dreams of. To be honest there is a twist in my navy life and i cant believe i enjoy working there.

Friends which i know have long gone and all go their separate ways. Some are still in groups while others are missing in action. Trying to get them but their time seem to be a problem. Its rather disappointing but most of them are doing well actually and they are mostly contactable.

What I am now is still the same, just that i haven't officially pass 20 and i cant watch R21 shows yet. (dun kill me dear, i am just joking) :)

I lost friends but i gain new ones, the irony is that they are from my workplace whom i seldom talk to. I met comrades of my kind, teachers, night life and the weird :/ They are the ones that make the workplace more lively and the best of all, all the higher ups are joining in the fun regardless their age. I learn alot from these people, especially the teachers, and they are not what they seem to be.

When first step in the navy was hell, turn out that I was very lucky to learn and adapt from them. Soon time passes by so fast and i glad to have accomplished and have alot of experience. Ask alot of opinions, counselling and tips to get my mindset rolling for the future. First thing first, studies towards for a degree.

For those who are out there I know, hope to see you guys soon and have a gathering once awhile. :) Tag me once awhile too haha!