Sore throat seems like its easy to cure but mine is a serious case. I cant even speak or swallow my saliva cause if I do, the sharp pain comes. The worse thing is it just happen suddenly. Ok I admit, late nights no sleep and lack of water, and I guess I derserve it.
Its been a week and my throat is swelled up inside, no improvements or healing... well this is bad. Can't eat and all.
But now it seems to subsided and its getting better. I can eat kinda lots of stuff but I control myself to eat non-spicy food.
Hahaha well I hope to get well soon.
My Panda
Friday, August 31, 2007
Friday, August 24, 2007
Tiring stay over
Hahaha. Man thanks to amanda I guess my fashion sense is going to be on my paycheck every month. Its time I find myself a set of new wear for myself. ahhhhh~ Thanks amanda XD
Woke up early as possible to meet her in the end I guess I woke up late. Was planning on exercise at her place but it late anyway so yea. Joy call up and ask if we guys are going any place and we joined her later. Lionel called up to amanda and she was very happy, missing her bro so much. hahaha Lionel hope you can come back soon dude. Everyone missed you. Things don't seem enjoyable when you are not around.
We went to marina square for a walk and some window shopping and soon ah tat came to join us. I seen many items which i may get in future, probably next month =D We then slack awhile at Yoshinoya and have lunch there too. We some how meet up with Chong, Ian and Sam. Hahaha fate i guess? lol
When we went on for a while and things seem to hit back to amanda, memories are hard to forget... In any case we just go and meet up with Chong and the rest again later.
Sam gotta go and we stroll around the mall one last time before we head to Pan Pacific Hotel and have a elevator ride and also to the pool. The moon is beautiful...
Yup our conclusion came to a stay over at first, chong's place but we later changed to amanda's place since I think chong side got some difficulties. Anyway we just meet up later with everyone at Compass point. Jeremy came too hahaha. Sweet~ We had our time there. I slack in starbucks while waiting for everyone then amanda came and we moved to 7 eleven to wait for the rest.
TIRING, ok la for my case, I don't feel tired and neither the rest too until around 3+am then they start to sleep... they are quite a commotion at first but when they are tired means they are down. DAMN YOU GUYS ACTUALLY SNORE THAT LOUD!!!!!
Since its cold I went outside to the hall to rest in the sofa instead. I felt peace for the time being hahaha. Woke up 5+ and take a snooze back at the air con room with them and they are still SNORING!!! Then freezing cold, I woke up again at 6am and message her telling her her I need to go. I guess she is tired too and sleeping soundly, don't really want to wake her up. I dozed off again. 6.30am woke up,go to her room and say I need to go...don't really like to give a rude awakening but need to head back home. Sorry I cant join you all for breakfast maybe later or next time ba Hahaha.
Well I guess it all ends well for the day. Will see how it is for tomorrow. Cya!
Woke up early as possible to meet her in the end I guess I woke up late. Was planning on exercise at her place but it late anyway so yea. Joy call up and ask if we guys are going any place and we joined her later. Lionel called up to amanda and she was very happy, missing her bro so much. hahaha Lionel hope you can come back soon dude. Everyone missed you. Things don't seem enjoyable when you are not around.
We went to marina square for a walk and some window shopping and soon ah tat came to join us. I seen many items which i may get in future, probably next month =D We then slack awhile at Yoshinoya and have lunch there too. We some how meet up with Chong, Ian and Sam. Hahaha fate i guess? lol
When we went on for a while and things seem to hit back to amanda, memories are hard to forget... In any case we just go and meet up with Chong and the rest again later.
Sam gotta go and we stroll around the mall one last time before we head to Pan Pacific Hotel and have a elevator ride and also to the pool. The moon is beautiful...
Yup our conclusion came to a stay over at first, chong's place but we later changed to amanda's place since I think chong side got some difficulties. Anyway we just meet up later with everyone at Compass point. Jeremy came too hahaha. Sweet~ We had our time there. I slack in starbucks while waiting for everyone then amanda came and we moved to 7 eleven to wait for the rest.
TIRING, ok la for my case, I don't feel tired and neither the rest too until around 3+am then they start to sleep... they are quite a commotion at first but when they are tired means they are down. DAMN YOU GUYS ACTUALLY SNORE THAT LOUD!!!!!
Since its cold I went outside to the hall to rest in the sofa instead. I felt peace for the time being hahaha. Woke up 5+ and take a snooze back at the air con room with them and they are still SNORING!!! Then freezing cold, I woke up again at 6am and message her telling her her I need to go. I guess she is tired too and sleeping soundly, don't really want to wake her up. I dozed off again. 6.30am woke up,go to her room and say I need to go...don't really like to give a rude awakening but need to head back home. Sorry I cant join you all for breakfast maybe later or next time ba Hahaha.
Well I guess it all ends well for the day. Will see how it is for tomorrow. Cya!
Thursday, August 23, 2007
What have been going on?
I been through quite alot of things recently and I got quite alot of things going on too.
Things which have happen I cant turn back time. Choices and paths have to be taken at the right time. Endings can be drastic and emotional and yet may be beautiful and great. Consequences to the guilty, Rewards to the kind. And yet all this requires three things to happen; and is none other than, heart, mind and time.
Wonder why I believe and yet I believe time really heals things which are hurt, even badly ones. I treated time as a friend and I wished he is my friend too. Who wont want a cool friend like time?
Trust, is what I have and I wished people have it too. Heart is the main source of almost every emotional things, the Mind is just telling you the choice you have to make and yet not all choices the Mind predicted will be good and yes sadly to say its always the bad choices more.
Respect, is not only to the person you trusted most but also to others whom you never seen or heard before. Mutual respects are the most important when it comes to encouragement for a couple or to be.
Believe, not only what you see but also feel and understand, making the right choice in future to avoid further darkness in life. Its true to a person believes may be straight directly downright to earth but also it may changed to another perspective view with more experiences.
Chance, may be big or small, for I would still go by it, betting and yet also risking to believe in that percentage of chance hoping it happen. This is where miracles came in. The stronger the believe and will, the chance may be at a higher percentage.
Doubts, are hindering questions and walls of the heart and especially mind. Bound by doubt is bad and it is doubt that stop and prevent things to go further but also a changing a choice to another, to either better or worse.
Judgement, are questions that sooth the mind and rid off doubts. Yet it may be hurting to realise the truth in the end. Time comes in to sort things out for the Mind but at a very slow but effective rate.
Truth, are the most hurting things ever for the Heart and yet it could be joy and enjoyable.
Fate, is it a chance to be at that time, doing the right or bad thing, meetings? Fate is a start and also could be an end. During the time where Fate start and end is the time of choices and path a person decide to do or be. Endings varies...
Why I say all these? and yet I may be wrong?
Cause others have their own opinions and point of view. You cant force a person to break will or change their mind set, for it is for them to have the will to change themshelves at the right time.
I believe in my rights, a changed person I am and also I will be in future. Things sometimes dont go my way either even so for others. I choose alot of decisions and at the same time helping others to be sure. Let Time and fate shall show the way--------- Believe in a miracle, Believe in time and fate and my will in choices.
Things which have happen I cant turn back time. Choices and paths have to be taken at the right time. Endings can be drastic and emotional and yet may be beautiful and great. Consequences to the guilty, Rewards to the kind. And yet all this requires three things to happen; and is none other than, heart, mind and time.
Wonder why I believe and yet I believe time really heals things which are hurt, even badly ones. I treated time as a friend and I wished he is my friend too. Who wont want a cool friend like time?
Trust, is what I have and I wished people have it too. Heart is the main source of almost every emotional things, the Mind is just telling you the choice you have to make and yet not all choices the Mind predicted will be good and yes sadly to say its always the bad choices more.
Respect, is not only to the person you trusted most but also to others whom you never seen or heard before. Mutual respects are the most important when it comes to encouragement for a couple or to be.
Believe, not only what you see but also feel and understand, making the right choice in future to avoid further darkness in life. Its true to a person believes may be straight directly downright to earth but also it may changed to another perspective view with more experiences.
Chance, may be big or small, for I would still go by it, betting and yet also risking to believe in that percentage of chance hoping it happen. This is where miracles came in. The stronger the believe and will, the chance may be at a higher percentage.
Doubts, are hindering questions and walls of the heart and especially mind. Bound by doubt is bad and it is doubt that stop and prevent things to go further but also a changing a choice to another, to either better or worse.
Judgement, are questions that sooth the mind and rid off doubts. Yet it may be hurting to realise the truth in the end. Time comes in to sort things out for the Mind but at a very slow but effective rate.
Truth, are the most hurting things ever for the Heart and yet it could be joy and enjoyable.
Fate, is it a chance to be at that time, doing the right or bad thing, meetings? Fate is a start and also could be an end. During the time where Fate start and end is the time of choices and path a person decide to do or be. Endings varies...
Why I say all these? and yet I may be wrong?
Cause others have their own opinions and point of view. You cant force a person to break will or change their mind set, for it is for them to have the will to change themshelves at the right time.
I believe in my rights, a changed person I am and also I will be in future. Things sometimes dont go my way either even so for others. I choose alot of decisions and at the same time helping others to be sure. Let Time and fate shall show the way--------- Believe in a miracle, Believe in time and fate and my will in choices.
Saturday, August 11, 2007
An Emotional day
I don't why, I just feel right and it just came back..
Today I some how wish to be alone to do my work but it seems like Amanda seems to be trouble so suggested that we meet out with Lionel to TCC at city link while on the way find Dora. Hahaha we just cant find the most suitable seat. They all seem to have fun while drinking their coffee latte and also while I pick up my work to draw.
Dora bring me go to a little shop right round the corner of level which sell gasaphon and I found some really rare stuff there. I got Jazz and Bumblebee for my bro and then we went off to mini toons to see some soft toys. So got up and picked an elmo and oscar for Amanda and Lionel. Then I saw eeyore by the corner and keep on patting his head. LOL While I am paying, she told me she will be at action city waiting so I took the opportunity and pick a nice eeyore for her. =)
Dora got me a Gloomy Bear!! and its green! I didnt expect it and I was surprised! hahahah (thanks alot for its my favourite) and she got the octopus for PJ which erm later committed suicide in a pool of soy sauce with wasabi. Sotong~ I didnt gave her the eeyore until at the bus when we meeting up with Tian wei and Sherry.
But in the end I somehow felt down and they try their best to cheer me up and so but things just get the better of me. I walk out of sakae sushi for no reason making everyone worrying...I am sorry...just that my chest feels heavy and I need a breather outside..sorry..
They really practically trying to cheer me up during the bus ride and I was laughing thanks to their actions and their conversation. We wait up at the billy bombers there at cineleisure and order some drinks while waiting and Amanda is a bit off..at one time she start meowing the next she is barking and later she shout "ORDER PLS!!" scary....
We hang over at Dora place to drink and I am drunk, well I can still think but I can't walk properly..I am a weak drinker, my legs and knees are aching. At least my feelings is a bit lighter but it is still there... so my counseling begins.... the next thing I know another casualty hit and is Amanda. In the morning I felt better and I begin able to talk more. I wanna clarify my doubts and I still have that faded feeling after all. Dora was tired cause she took care of us today for the whole night I doubt she have any sleep..poor her...At last I pluck up enough courage to hug her and tell her thanks for everything she did today for me and the rest.
I immediately went home, go for a bath and then blogging for the day. Thanks to all my friends who are there and once again I apologised for my behaviour which I guess that I ruined fun and all. Sorry...
NDP
Its the day and its finally here. All was nervous but psyched up to march in front of the thousands and the president himself. I GOT ME SELF A GOODIE BAG!
I double check almost everything I need to and just board the bus. Tight security check once more and we just settle everything down. Lunch was KFC and after that we are told to be considerate of others while changing to our uniforms.
Two runs we had today and our row was worried...cause the march pass is terrible, we some how cant just get the timing and the line in a perfect row. All of us are not at ease. After that we all left it to ourselves to the actual show. Praying hoping we can make a good show.
After dinner we are told to change up and get ready cause the Chief of Defense Force is coming to see us. After this we have a video taken and send to our Chief of Navy as a message. Soon the real show starts. Proceed to the next exhibition hall and take up ammo and then a thorough check from head to toe, peak cap to george boots. LOL Then we move off to the stadium.
Just so summarize, We move in to the parade. Mistakes can't really be seen far but by individual its noticeable... to be honest I am nervous but the nervous I had triggered the hidden energy which I used to stand firm and straight. In the end we got a really great march pass, our row was straight and the arm swings are together and we are in pace with our commander.
After all this, got messages from my friends saying they saw me on tv and so. (thanks to all those that congratulate me) and so call lionel to ask where he is and also my family. I didn't know my god mother and father plus my god sister's family is at my place watching me.
It all paid off and I am have a great feeling of achievement. I finally get what I wanted and this memory will be etched into my mind forever as a story for my future generation.
I double check almost everything I need to and just board the bus. Tight security check once more and we just settle everything down. Lunch was KFC and after that we are told to be considerate of others while changing to our uniforms.
Two runs we had today and our row was worried...cause the march pass is terrible, we some how cant just get the timing and the line in a perfect row. All of us are not at ease. After that we all left it to ourselves to the actual show. Praying hoping we can make a good show.
After dinner we are told to change up and get ready cause the Chief of Defense Force is coming to see us. After this we have a video taken and send to our Chief of Navy as a message. Soon the real show starts. Proceed to the next exhibition hall and take up ammo and then a thorough check from head to toe, peak cap to george boots. LOL Then we move off to the stadium.
Just so summarize, We move in to the parade. Mistakes can't really be seen far but by individual its noticeable... to be honest I am nervous but the nervous I had triggered the hidden energy which I used to stand firm and straight. In the end we got a really great march pass, our row was straight and the arm swings are together and we are in pace with our commander.
After all this, got messages from my friends saying they saw me on tv and so. (thanks to all those that congratulate me) and so call lionel to ask where he is and also my family. I didn't know my god mother and father plus my god sister's family is at my place watching me.
It all paid off and I am have a great feeling of achievement. I finally get what I wanted and this memory will be etched into my mind forever as a story for my future generation.
Tuesday, August 7, 2007
Last Rehearsal for NDP
FINALLY---------!!!!! It s the last and final rehearsal for the NDP parade. Nothing much actually, we just do three rounds of firing and thats all for the day, THEN WE GOT LIBERTY! WOOO!!!
Yea so much bout it, it brings back memories more like rememberance of all the training we have been throught since the month of May. COC, RSN DAY, SAF DAY and NDP and soon another parade awaits for us later after a week. All the tough endurance we been through paid off, we even can stand under real serve temperatures and most of us made it. With this endurance, I believe I can wait longer in any long queues or some events where there is no seats left but to stand. LOL! XD
Well here are some photos of our NDP (preview days) and SAF day (past).
SAF DAY
Sir!
Trouping of colours
GOH NAVY which I am inside
2hrs of standing, the perfect endurance training =)
The colour party
Commandos
March pass 
Close up...
Even closer up lol
NDP Rehearsal
Our sirs in parade
On the road we rule.. 
Salute! 
March off-
Casing of colours
At the holding area preparing to move in
READY!
Firing blanks
Top view
Well this is all now the day is only 2 days so i gotta prepare!
Saturday, August 4, 2007
NDP Rehearsal..(going to end?)
I almost overslept cause I slept late last night while playing my friend's PSP. hahaha~ I at least manage to woke up in time, get a quick shower and then draws arms on time. phew~ (actually I got time to even eat noodles..lol)
My bet that actually today shouldn't have any rehearsals but I heard it was a demand by popularity that's why..I got 3 preview tickets just right before the day of the preview, which is today...-.-" In the end I gave it to my God sister and her family to go watch. I didn't expect the preview was not...what I expected...
Today's lunch and dinner was to my liking, rice and KFC, FINALLY THERE IS SOME RICE! ALL THIS WHILE IN REHEARSALS I HAVE BEEN EATING IS BREAD!!!!! AHHHH!! *ahem. So I am quite overjoyed actually since the fact I get to eat rice in rehearsals other than bread. We got new freebies too, all the while during our time in training we got freebies like instant noodles, towels, detergent and even styling gel. Its not much but its still good. lol
We have a CD of our photos in both SAF and NDP rehearsals and a song album of our NDP collaborations. Finally I can see how I look like in the photos...hmmm till I rip the CD if not I can't see.
Anyway not much happening today at the parade except we have to change our uniforms twice cause of photo taking =)
I am damn tired after all the rehearsals and the first thing I had in mind was my huggable bolster and my bed and pillow, waiting for me at home....
My bet that actually today shouldn't have any rehearsals but I heard it was a demand by popularity that's why..I got 3 preview tickets just right before the day of the preview, which is today...-.-" In the end I gave it to my God sister and her family to go watch. I didn't expect the preview was not...what I expected...
Today's lunch and dinner was to my liking, rice and KFC, FINALLY THERE IS SOME RICE! ALL THIS WHILE IN REHEARSALS I HAVE BEEN EATING IS BREAD!!!!! AHHHH!! *ahem. So I am quite overjoyed actually since the fact I get to eat rice in rehearsals other than bread. We got new freebies too, all the while during our time in training we got freebies like instant noodles, towels, detergent and even styling gel. Its not much but its still good. lol
We have a CD of our photos in both SAF and NDP rehearsals and a song album of our NDP collaborations. Finally I can see how I look like in the photos...hmmm till I rip the CD if not I can't see.
Anyway not much happening today at the parade except we have to change our uniforms twice cause of photo taking =)
I am damn tired after all the rehearsals and the first thing I had in mind was my huggable bolster and my bed and pillow, waiting for me at home....
Thursday, August 2, 2007
NEW CAR!!
YES LA!! My dad just change the old car to a new one! Kia Carens, big, spacious and tall, just nice for my family especially my dad =D. Havent been on a trip in that car yet but soon it will be. hahaha
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